And all of the things that I thought were so easy

bored at home so here I am updating about my 21st birthday which happened 1 and a half month ago ahahaha I've actually wanted a chalet but.. plans didn't go well. on the day of my birthday, it rained in the late morning, made me so upset and worried that I perhaps couldn't even have my picnic but the skies cleared in the afternoon so yay!

first ever few pix I took with my photo booth about 5 months back haha with my really act cute phone cover. haven't felt so broke in a while :( but the money is well spent I would say.. as long as we are happy! I'm lost, feeling all kinds of "lost". hate it when I already knew it but it still hurts so badly. can't stand the thought of things being hidden in the dark. everything seems so caught in between now, confusion is clouding my mind and I can't think straight when I'm alone. when will all these "haunting" stop, when will I be myself again.. I've been doing lots of waiting, looking forward to the bad times to pass and the good to come soon. if the pain doesn't go, and I can't wait anymore, I see myself falling apart.

Mao friend's 21st!


Mustard themed reunion dinz






First time at Mink





Some visuals of my January!